TING CHIP: Open your heart, I'm coming home *Pink Floyd style!*

Had class awhile ago, 'twas 7:30am. I was greeted by the fresh and crispy morning air while going to school with Ama. And I was like, ALHAMDULILLAH for another chance to fight for love. :)  I went to SOM with almost-vasopressors in my system. I was quite nervous  because I wasn't prepared for my LI. Haha! Why? Because of yesterday's bipolar moments. LOL. :D  I have this tendency of being bipolar. LOL. But hey, I'm ok :) still, I'll pursue with that "dream" haha. Call it illusion, I don’t care. I'll slap and pull myself back to reality if one day, you'll tell me (face to face) that it's GAME OVER. :)

So, we were with Doc Tong2. I like him so much because, he is not into cold-doctor stuff. He puts his heart in every discussion that we indulge .  I learned a lot from him today.. Insights that are like precious gems worth keeping. Those lessons were indeed helpful in polishing someone's perspective. Like, it's a-ok  to be "judger" in every books that you read. :) You must also consider other's school of thoughts in judging someone's theory or concept. Don't feed yourself with info that are semi-baked even if it looks enticing. What I mean is, READ MORE DEAR FRIEND and DON'T BELIEVE ON WHAT YOU ARE READING INSTANTLY. LEARN TO WEIGH LIGHTBULBS, GO FOR HARD FACTS.  Think curious, Live curious. :D

Next, the concept of SELECTIVE PRESSURE. Face it, we are living in a world that exhausts COMPETITION. SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST! Be this, and they'll get down on their knees. Be that, and they'll give you all they had. THIS IS A COMMON SCENARIO nowadays. And for me,  it's quite disturbing in a sense that the concepts of love, peace, oneness, and  humility are being eliminated. I mean, we shouldn’t consider life as a competition. We were created from the spirit of love and I think, it would be best if we show love in its purest essence to others. Help one another, be there for each other, live like solutes ready to bind with the solvent of love. How about, living a life with competition enveloped with love? *insert intro drums from Moves like Jagger of Maroon 5 Carnival Cruise* ok. LOL. Hope you get what I mean.

Then, this line moved me..

"We can never design anything with chance"- Doc Tong2x

CHANCE. Whenever my auricles encounter this word, the labyrinths allow the idea to sail in a cruise-fever way. Then it sinks in the bottom of my heart.. And it stays there to remind that, "Hey hey! It isn't over.."

CHANCE. Probably my manna, but the journey for this is still on going. 

CHANCE.  The heaviest word that even my tongue can't carry.

I truly oppose this line. Haha! Well, I don't even have a better grasp of its meaning. Maybe because I'm preoccupied by chances these days.. And I really hope that Chance will someday knock on my door or will care to visit. He/She/It is very much welcome. :D

After dealing with 2-fold series of emotional-centrifuging, heart-wounding,  human-ific realizations, we ended our session with BAAM and LOTSA LOTSA STRESS-EATING.

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE DAY:

1. We SUDDENLY want to have a taste of Zensonita's Milk Tea! Ate Majeline ordered Tea Tarik, while mine was Tea Coffee latte (I just love the taste of Coffee)

Ate Majeline on her Milk Tea <3

This tea made me happy. :)

2. Listening to MOVES LIKE JAGGER + Del Mundo's Textbook of Pediatrics = New Study Habit!

 3. I think Farrah will be a good photographer someday. :)

4. Realized that Hair is growing fast on rainy seasons. How 'bout coming up a study on it. :D

5. SISTERS are FOREVER. <3 <3 <3 *TRES MARIAS!*

This is my mom (in yellow) by the way. :)

LOL. That's all for now. :)

SPONTANEOUS IS HERE: Status mong nakakabaliw, giliw! *break it down! :D*

Lihim na pag-tingin, yan ata ang uso.

Nakikitrend tulad ng tweets ng mga sawing puso.

Inihahantulad sa toyo't sukang sawsawan

Ganyan siya 'pag kinikilig..PINIPIGILAN!

Sa monitor siya'y nakatunganga,

FB Timeline mo'y kanyang hinahanga..

'Pag ika'y online, siya'y natetense

Pero Epic fail pag sa chat, walang chance (slang-ly pronounced)

Minsan naman siya'y naiinis

Pag nagla-like sa status mo si Miss Panis.

Pero hey hey, wala siyang karapatan..

Except, sa possibility na ang puso niya'y  masaktan.

Nice one, di mo ba talaga nahahalata?

Ang  superduper secret niyang panata..

Kailan pa kaya mauungkat ang mga tinatagong lihim?

Hahayys.. Idaan nalang natin yan sa ice cream. :D

HAHA. Blame it to Choco-crumble Sundae! :D

SPONTANEOUS IS HERE: Mixed Melancholia

The words you uttered struck me like lightning and it scared my fragile heart.

To know what's love is through you, to live in love is with you and now... to be in pain with love is by you.

I consider you my personal awning 'though it perishes my sense of reality.

The throbbing you've caused, though you might not know and please do believe me, is my  immaculate lifeline.

The innocence you show of the love I secretly share is a portrait of my broken dream..

I kept telling myself to give-up on dreams perceived as impossible. I kept on believing that someday, I'll get through with  this heavy feeling.. But then, YOU are there. You are always been there. Your presence always fills me with hope. Hope that as majestic like mountains, hope as immeasurable as the ocean.. Hope as infinite like eternity.

My dearest, I tremble as I'm telling you this. I'm abashed from the false hopes that I continuously inject in my system. I am in love with the "idea" that someday, we shall be. That someday, you'll find your way home to me.

Now, I really don't know what to do.  Am I going to slap myself with the reality you've just embossed? Or am I going to live the fallacy that my superego express?

I died from the very first day you set your love with me. And my death  marked the beauty of my life. You've captured my entity, my whole life.

And It's with you now. And it will always be with you. I guess it will never be owned by someone else.

Inspired: Corot and Melancholy

TING CHIP: The song of my life. LOL. "All this time" by One Republic

1. It's realizing that it's there.. right in front of you. And it's real. <3

2. Whenever I'm on a journey, or out of your sight, just learn how to TRUST.
I will always be running back to you. :)

3. Fave line: All this time, We were waiting for each other. All this time, I was waiting for you. We got all these words, can't waste them on another. So, I'm straight in a straight line..
Running back to you. <3

Six on the second hand
Two new years resolutions
And there's just no question
What this man should do

Take all the time lost
All the days that I cost
Take what I took and
Give it back to you

All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you

I don't know what day it is
I had to check the paper
I don't know the city
But it isn't home

But you say I'm lucky
To love something that loves me
But I'm torn as I could be
Wherever I roam

Hear me say

All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you

Yeah, all, running back to you
Yeah, all, running back to you
Yeah...
Oh, every time is so far
It's just so far
To get back to where you are

All this time
We were waiting for each other
All this time
I was waiting for you
We got all these words
Can't waste them on another
So I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
I'm straight in a straight line
Running back to you
Straight in a straight line
Running back to you

TING CHIP: I think I've got the moves like Jagger. :D

Officially ended Malaria today. :) The information that I've got from reading journals and books regarding malaria is quite overwhelming. But I really thank God for the opportunity that He had given me to learn more about this concept. And at the same time, for shedding wisdom in times that I need it the most. :)

So.. therefore, I've got 2 topics to discuss for LET'S GET MEDICAL. Hepatitis and Malaria. InshaAllah, I can find time in sharing my knowledge about these 2 common yet deadly diseases.

To wrap the night, I've got pictures to share. :D

Good Morning Manic Monday, I'm ready for loads of toxins!

Ram (my cousin) visited me just to tell me his sweet good morning :)

This thing said HELLO to me :D haha! yehey! :D

At ZCMC Lab, we were checking some slides of Peripheral Smears (Malaria, Thin Smears! :D)

Doc Sales while checking the field

*The microscope costs 5M by the way. *gulps**

Sample Smears. *Schizonts! Where are you..*

oohh. Those Macrophages, RBCs and Neutrophils

*SubahanAllah! :D*

With my FOREVER PARTNER: MAJELINE! <3

Whole blood. Sigh. I can't even donate.. 

*Chronic Anemia Spells :(*

and guess what! We have PCR :D The only in Region 9! now, we can diagnose diseases with the help of this technology. yeay!

HIGHLIGHTS:

1. Had a bumpy jeep ride with Ama. :) 

2. Had stress-eating moments and Ate Majie just can't believe of my "eating talents!" LOL.

3. Learned that Racquel Fortune is a living CSIer in the Philippines! LOL.

4. Decided to learn how to play drums (very much decided! Thanks to Maroon 5's MOVES LIKE JAGGER! :D)

5. I officially love KITARO! :) especially his ROMANCE masterpiece *oh the heavenly feeling*

6. Finally punched the idea of "so-into-that-person". HEY! I've finally given up. GOOD BYE! :) and I'm sorry for everything. Said everything.. but then, I thought, I was just waiting for nothing. hahaha! :D stay happy. 

TING CHIP: STAGNANT

Been reading about Malaria lately and it's making me crazy.

*yeah it rhymed!*

Sometimes, I'm not in the mood.. or perhaps, out of concentration.

Because, someone (or something) is occupying my mind these past few weeks.

It's like pulling me from an unknown source..

The feeling is like waiting for nothing.. and it's consuming my patience. HAHA! 

*be still ting2*

On these past few days, I've been surrounded with GREEN :) and it's a happy color  you know. :)

Ate this cheap version of Snickers. It's my fave since HS. :) Wayback, it costs 8 pesos! But now, it only costs 4 pesos. BUT HEY, it got smaller. LOL.

It was a sTING day yesterday. Tried Sting Power Lime with Majeline. Actually, it was my second time to drink Lime flavored sting. :) way to energize ourselves for PBL toxicities. *I remembered childhood because of its flavor*

During Case Presentation. :D

I'm becoming addicted with Harrison's lately..hay.

This is my forever partner, MAJELINE <3

Well, during my "give-me-a-break-books" moment, I changed my camera's ISO sensitivity. Challenging Samsung's ingenuity. ;)

Just a portion of my notes *using green G-tech here from Ate Hazel* 

The "almost-good-lookin' " portion :D

To cope with my Med-tech inclined subjects, I use Youtube for some lec-clips. I'm an Audio-visual learner, thus tuning on some med-inclined channels really helps me in studying. :)

*Here, I was listening to a Med tech on how she prepares blood culture then my bubbly sister, Farrah took a pic while I pose my famous "fake smile" haha!*

Here's my little angel looking sleepy. :D

making faces before we're off to dreamland! :D

 HIGHLIGHTS FOR THIS DAY:
1. Officially loved the ADZU-LRC's staircase. *went up and down, up and down for Farrah's Admission Slip*
2. Declared: FRIENDSHIP DAY! *happy friendship day folks!* and it's a KUCH KUCH HOTA HAI thing <3 *who knows this bolly-movie, raise your hands!*
3. It's my Ate Hazel's Bday! Actually, HE isn't an Ate after all. :) He is a friend studying in Cebu and soon to be my colleague (Happy bday Doc. Marlon :) ) (and happy bday to my Zara Sisters, Janu and Nen)
4. Pushed me how to speak in a Badjao language *MUST LEARN!!*
5. Pulled me away from the world of Pediatrics. *TOXIC*
6. and.. guess what! I've witnessed a petty crime *snatching a bag infront of me! TSK*

That's all for now. I still thank God for giving me this beautiful day. :) InshaAllah, I'll get to witness sunrise tomorrow.. and still have the chance to please Allah more. :) amen.

TING CHIP: With Prof. AJ, Prince Cedrick and the Dreamers!

On this day, I officially read Malaria from 3 book source! Indeed it was a tiring day. But, despite the toxicity that me and my fellow dreamers are into right now, we still managed to paint smiles on each other's faces.

LUNCH..

had a toxic day with my 2 HS buddies.

*AJ--> had to deal with his class (exams!)

*Ced--> DEADLINE (ssss). haha!

as usual, it WAS chicken siomai for lunch (with lots of garlic in it!)

I accompanied Ced in our aromatic library for a free WI-FI access.

He was making a logo fo Rizal Rural Bank by that time :D

Class started 1pm. We met with Doc Sales :) She asked me about my relationship status, and I told her, I am currently SURROUNDED BY LOVE. <3 haha! Dealt with Malaria and of course, LI ends the day! :D Before we said our goodbyes, we played with Tats' flash-coloring-thing with my Samsung Digicam :)

Sammy and Dee in yellow-mellow (JAUNDICE! HAHA!)

Lester and Rose in blue-kaboo! (CYANOTIC! :D)

and me in I AM IN LOVE WITH THIS FLASH-THINGY smile (Violet <3)

will be posting about Malaria and Hepatitis pretty soon for LET'S GET MEDICAL section. :D inshaAllah! :)
LOVE LOVE LOVE! <3